annalisa

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Re: Email

Ok, I've thought about this but not very frequently because I'm so busy I don't even have time to drive. As in random driveing like I used to do every day. I drive now but it's always to and from places and not just because. I actually had a discussion about this yesterday. I really need some thinking time. Because all my time is spent doing right now. I've gotten into such a doing flow that I didn't even realize that I haven't had time to think anymore. I just think about how I'm going to be using the next few minutes of my time and or what I'm going to be doing after that or what I'm doing tomorrow or for the next few days. But not thinking about what has just happened or what might happen or anything else, except for in little flashes. The kind of flashes that go by so fast that you don't even know what you just thought.

If I were to pinpoint a time I'd say that things started getting busy when I left for my spur of the moment California trip. That was in March and now it's August so this is a long span of being busy busy busy. Not that it's been bad. It hasn't. But you can't be busy all the time. Being busy is a bit like driving blind on the road of life. You're missing a lot. Ok, maybe not blind; you'd probably crash and I'm not crashing. But it's like driving with a microscope attached to your face (don't try this at home).

I will try and back date a few posts of what's been going on, but in short it's been lots of working and working out.

Email

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Date: Sun, Aug 16, 2009 at 3:23 PM

Subject: Just reminding you that the world holds its breath hoping to know something new about your life..... It has been over a month, alligator!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Portland

Ate at this suhi place and then went to see "The Stoning of Soraya M." with a few friends. Note: if you're going to see this movie. Eat first. You probably won't want to after.